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by forrest rapier

Art: “sun shade"

By helena v odom

In the end, we’re all flattened against each other, left alone in a library
In the middle of a road in the middle of summer

Just this Mausoleum of Chisme waiting to be page-turned
By a finger en la future

In the end, we’re all fed up with language, turned off
By other voices & how they sound like our voices, so

In the end, we’re all together so we might as well
Be grinding

I am the Nene of Dada, the absurdist horchata
A whore-player who juts & jets his lines across the page until he is bird no more

A Surrealist papusa in the mouth of an orisha
I am meant to be gnashed & swallowed, yum yum as you lick your thumb

An Orphic empanada in the mouth of Elegua
About to be mashed to bits, yeehaw

A player shampooing my pelo, making my plea
As stars die & catch fire in my hands

I am a smooth-sayer bamboozling through a wet jungle
Doodling my Self-Portrait on a Stray Leaf

Creo que I make air
For the hungriest sunbathers who believe they are suncatchers

Creo que I make hair stand up o I beckon you: come home to eat
I am for the hungriest sunbathers o para mis amigas who believe they are suncatchers

O para mis hormigas who carry the leaf from the bosque to mantillas
Up to las Reinas

I make manna appear where there was once no manna; I lay
In cabanas & want your body like Spanish
Like light wants to vanish

Like light wants a leaf; I want your body to be the body
I am nobody beneath