Anixophobia
by Richard collins
Art: “Whoah!”
By Devon Balwit
In weirdly tinted daylight
I wade into a surging whirlpool
of spring green flesh
It frightens me this May gush
of plant life with its rampaging fertility
this concupiscent chaos
It’s as if every being on earth
(everything in sight at least
shrubs, trees, and grasses
perennials and annuals alike)
is giving birth everywhere at once
All the flora in wood and meadow
leaf-mold floor to sagging canopy
is ripening and dropping offspring
spontaneously
simultaneously
promiscuously
Fauna too it seems
(voles and a million mice
snakes, lizards, and a colorful
kaleidoscope of newts, efts, salamanders
insects and arachnids uncountable
multitudinous marsupials
and birds, god, the birds!)
Not just every female
but every male too
not just from genitalia
and not just from every orifice
but from every surface
like Zeus from every brow and limb
from every nonbinary joint and pore
plump baby growths sprouting
(some almost fully grown)
with fleshy edible green fingers
uncountable naked green toes
and rainbow-colored roots and bows
on bald uncauled fontenelles
on bronze helmets and leather shields
sucking sustenance from soil and air
sucking milk from sun and stone
sucking nectar from mortal flesh
every organ pouring forth
new life in an orgy
of procreation
If you look closely
you can almost see the new
leaves unfold in slow motion
minute by abandoned minute
wet pistils spraying fragrance
seductive petals parting heat
that intubates and incubates
new buds exploding
pollen filling asthmatic air
blizzards of blonde gnats
white bats copulating everywhere
Everyone is worshipping the new
growth clogging the view
setting up ad hoc
altars of orgasm
But to me this moist mushrooming
this bright burgeoning is too frantic
too antic and it’s frightening
In my flashlight beam
the night forest breathes aloud
a garish peony seems to lunge at me
great horned owls mock me
and lesser creatures cackle in the dark.
I find a tick
stowed away
in my groin
I pluck it out
draw blood
and the swollen
crater itches
for days.

