Pale shafts of sunlight stream
through holes in violet curtains,
striking a floral china plate I cleaned
and laid amidst the dust upon the table.
Atop the plate lie two dead
stems filled with browning jasmine buds—
picked this morning knowing you
were coming home.
Mold pocks the ceiling over your recliner,
its green-brown bruise complementing
the torn chestnut leather that faces
French double doors with a stone balcony
overlooking an overgrown garden
rimmed with nude statues.
None of them is you;
their beautiful physiques are not yours,
yet I look on you fondly when you’re home.
The entire parlor mourns your absence,
though not for long—
for the stomp of your cane will dent the
dusty hardwood and your worn loafers
will scratch the stained rug rounding
the furniture I pushed with excruciating
effort and slipping under a table
set with plates I polished for two,
all done before you come home
so you finally notice me.